Fatherhood is a process that questions everything you once thought you knew. It’s a moment when the familiar dissolves, creating space for something entirely new. Amid all the expectations I place on myself and those imposed from outside, I find myself constantly grappling with the question of who I want to be as a father and who I will actually become.

There are no clear answers. Much remains in flux—the ideas, the responsibilities, the role that gradually takes shape. As time moves forward, it becomes evident that fatherhood is not about a fixed image but about experiencing an ongoing transformation. Looking ahead always involves looking back, weighing what has shaped me and deciding what to pass on or consciously leave behind.

The uncertainties, the unknowns—they are unavoidable. Yet within them lies both the challenge and the inspiration. Fatherhood is not about arriving but about continually growing, breaking old patterns, and forging new paths.